Thursday, August 17, 2006
after my bday was when we had our 1st chat
took u for granted, thought ur just another lad..
it was a surprise we clicked so easily
crapping every nite soon became my little hobby..
exhilarated when u told me u've placed me a bet
soon to find out u never had..
then u came up with some pondering reasons
but now i guess it was just one of ur many deceptions..
after d incident we hardly chatted
completely forgotten that u even existed..
then one day after all my scolding
they told me about u and how sad u were feeling..
so i did my share of apologizing
and days later we started re-contacting..
from then on u became savior of my depressing days
alws cheered me up with those funny ways
u were like my light from the morning sun-rays..
belaian jiwa was the 1st that left me melting
from then on i grew addicted to ur singing
needed one song each night just to keep me going..
with every song u sung my feelings grew deeper unknowingly
soon i realised only u could really make me more than happy..
every chat lasted longer with endless talking
once was even till 7 in the morning!
whenever i was down i wanted only u to be there
but each time i asked, u just nvr seeemed to care..
it's just so saddening to say
things had to turn out this way..
was it because of my lack of understandin?
or because you just didn't wanna give in?
whatever it is i just couldnt take ur heartless lies
even i myself was shocked by my own cries..
so now i just wanna thank you..
for making those days happy and never blue..
one more thing, i'm gonna miss you!=)
the origin.8/17/2006 08:48:00 PM
