Sunday, January 21, 2007
*Friends are Forever
Boys are Whatever?!*
Cinder! she's good in spreading world peace ,
yet innocently got hooked by Fahmy's kiss .
Belle's tryin hard to please her beast
cooking for him meals, giving him a big feast..
Aurora is known as Sleeping Beauty
decades of sleeping has made her turn so so smelly!
Ariel's the fish who loves to dance
from r&b to hiphop, soon gonna be trance..!
These 4 bitches alws appear so happy
but i know deep inside some are hurting badly
one hopes for a savior who'd keep her company
d other wants to move on, yet there's just too many memory..
without those cheeky 4
lessons in school would have been sucha bore
entertaining each other with gossip and joke
bitching bout the other til one can get choke!
guys, dudes, hunks were our top priority
updating ourselves daily in that little blue diary
how unforgettable to be once known as 'khanatalookady'!!
time flies so fast and now we're turning 18
izza's legal soon, but pls dont let a man go inbetween!
now til forever i'll remember u princesses
wish u find ur prince, and attain everlasting happiness!!
the origin.1/21/2007 09:38:00 PM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
one to another now it's my fren ur after
i do remember clearly u said u'd love to screw her
she's a bimbo and ur a despo
sucha sweet pair of 'innocent' cheapo.
dont get me wrong cos i'm not jealous,
it's just her attitude that makes me wanna puke,
u guys wanna lie yet can b so careless,
walls have eyes, turn around and take a look!
so wat ya gonna do mister self-proclaimed player
get her hole and hunt for another?
if u need my help in finding a whore
gimme a ring, i'll give u numbers for more.
it's a pity u tried so hard to please me
wannabe playa? u'll alws be nerdy
as for me, i'm living my life happily.
don't need u to cause destruction
u alws pretend to come up with some complication
what's those msges for today? u want some admiration?
go to 98.7 and make a dedication..
the origin.1/20/2007 11:51:00 PM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
enough of those messages
enough of those threats
ur becoming so ruthless
ur becoming like those jerky brats.
i don't need ur calls, neither ur sympathy
pls remember i chose to leave u, not u leave me!
when someone's around u tend to neglect
when we reconciliate, u'll never sit and reflect.
now we're through, we're over and done
now u can roam, have all ur filthy fun.
dont call me a whore when ur a fucking male cunt.
dont bicker with me when all ur statements are blunt.
don't always say i like to 'jual mahal'
cos the truth is that ur just a 'jantan sundal'
the origin.1/18/2007 11:46:00 PM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
The time i went to watch a movie
my mind was all just "baby come and save me'
he gave me a nudge, with his usual sad stare
but now i no longer find the feeling that was once there
each smile he gave, each touch of his
made me justify it was u that i truely miss..
on that day itself we headed to esplanade
walked past streets and shadows slowly began to fade..
had a chat by the singapore river,
kept tinking to myself, are u just another player?
i cud tell u were shy, and so was i..
all i did was to gaze at the sky scrapers up high..
the wind was chilly
i pictured u hugging me tightly
giving me a warm embrace with ur kisses so tenderly..
none of it happened that night
from this can i assume that doralin was right?
it's so pleasant for a sweet talker not to behave intimately
so unlike those typical dudes above twenty!
on the way back, again the wind was chilly
i held on tight as u sped across the P.I.E
now i pictured us driving to J.B.
long long highway, just you and me...
but it all came to a halt when i saw "Bedok Reservoir"
this meant that i couldn't imagine some more!
now my mind is still contemplating if its all for real
i wanna be positive, but i guess perhaps it's gonna fail?
the origin.1/17/2007 04:13:00 PM
About Me:
You are emotional and intense.
When involved in a relationship,
you throw ur entire being into it.
Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred.
You are all-consuming and crave for someone who is equally passionate and intense.
You believe in total freedon.
You are willing to try anything and everything.
Your supply of energy is in exhaustible.
You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate.
You also enjoy mothering your mate.
You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head.
You are very imaginative.
My Birthdate(16):
U alws follow the good and the right instead of following ur heart.
In other words, ur a perfectionist.
U care for every word people say aobut u.
U often seem isolated,
while u are, by nature, curious & a dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make ur dreams come true.
Your love,
u often fall in love with a person who is much different from u, in age and other aspects.
Ur relationship grows on frenship,
Love at 1st sight is not ur style.
the origin.1/17/2007 12:07:00 PM
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
mister happy go lucky
always taking things way to easy..
all that big/little words u've promised..
when has that ever been accomplished?
people alws thought we were inseparable;
thought no matter what happens we can make it possible
but the quantity of ur equivocations are just incalculable..
now u should be happy that i pushed the 'stop' button
pls dont call, reconcilliating will only make the same shit happen..
the origin.1/16/2007 12:51:00 PM
start of our relationship was hardly polished
later part was fully sprinkled with garnish
2years together was indeed to be cherished
but bcos of ur 'tales', u made it perish.
time and over all i felt was so sorry
took u back after ur endless apology
further assuring me not to ever worry
hey, dont ever think u won all the glory!
for the past few weeks my feelings were already fading
my heart was totally shagged
no room for any more loving
absolutely didn't want to be tagged.
then came along this beautiful stranger
making every single day congested with zest&laughter
filling up my life with almost complete love and tender
made me move on, forgetting all bout that fucker.
the answer to ur question u inquired earlier?
i do wanna go to the place that would only make me happier
one problem is, are we really in this together?
pardon me, i can be quite a big dreamer!
the origin.1/16/2007 12:40:00 PM
Monday, January 15, 2007
this is bout a guy who's a complete sweet talker
ever since the first chat, he had words coated with sugar.
for the start i found it normal & didn't really bother
but now it seems i'm getting attracted to that bomber!
time at the gig was so short yet memorable
first smile u gave me, oh so unforgettable!
that reek of liquor made me wanna move closer to ur lip
when u kissed, it felt like my heart did a back-flip!
been a long time since i felt this way
now my soul longs for u to stay
with u around i'll never go astray
what bout u? this, we'll save it for another day.
u take weezie for a ride round the country yard
i'll be home cooking, (no pork no lard).
jokes of imma uptown girl, u d country boy
what i wonder is, are u gon treat me as ur toy?
cant be so naive
a man's word is always set out to decieve!
you said u can be my hero baby?
so which would ours be eventually,
my 'Walk To Remember" or your "Never Ending Story"....?
the origin.1/15/2007 11:29:00 PM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
after my bday was when we had our 1st chat
took u for granted, thought ur just another lad..
it was a surprise we clicked so easily
crapping every nite soon became my little hobby..
exhilarated when u told me u've placed me a bet
soon to find out u never had..
then u came up with some pondering reasons
but now i guess it was just one of ur many deceptions..
after d incident we hardly chatted
completely forgotten that u even existed..
then one day after all my scolding
they told me about u and how sad u were feeling..
so i did my share of apologizing
and days later we started re-contacting..
from then on u became savior of my depressing days
alws cheered me up with those funny ways
u were like my light from the morning sun-rays..
belaian jiwa was the 1st that left me melting
from then on i grew addicted to ur singing
needed one song each night just to keep me going..
with every song u sung my feelings grew deeper unknowingly
soon i realised only u could really make me more than happy..
every chat lasted longer with endless talking
once was even till 7 in the morning!
whenever i was down i wanted only u to be there
but each time i asked, u just nvr seeemed to care..
it's just so saddening to say
things had to turn out this way..
was it because of my lack of understandin?
or because you just didn't wanna give in?
whatever it is i just couldnt take ur heartless lies
even i myself was shocked by my own cries..
so now i just wanna thank you..
for making those days happy and never blue..
one more thing, i'm gonna miss you!=)
the origin.8/17/2006 08:48:00 PM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
When I lay and think, in my bed at night,
the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight.
I toss and I turn, dreaming of you,
opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true.
It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll,
holding back more tears... my pillow I hold.
Ah! the songs you sing,
and the mystery you bring,
I adore everything,
for my soul has taken wing,
like the skylark in the spring.
Hear the agony of my heart
Longing for you and for your touch
Feeling your lips, feeling your face
Wanting your kisses and warm embrace.
When will the waiting ever be over?
Or must i wait for sweet November?
the origin.8/03/2006 02:31:00 PM
Sometimes at night,
when I lay down to sleep,
I embrace myself,
I start to think...
Then I imagine that you lie beside me...
hugs and kisses all over my body.
I wish you could really be here,
just to whisper,
"I love you," in my ear.
But will it ever be true?
So I turn around and I wonder some more,
still wanting your embrace,
so I close my eyes and picture your face...
I fall asleep dreaming of you.
In my dream it seems so true.
It's as if I can really feel your kisses against my lips...
Then my eyes pop open and you're nowhere to be seen,
Another night lethargically vanishing
come morning light, i'll stop whatever i've been thinking
the origin.8/03/2006 02:17:00 PM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
"bruised and battered by those words
dazed and shattered now it hurts"
I watched u go soundly to sleep
deep down i knew ur the man i wanted to keep
wondrous moments with u i had
countless memories of us we've shared
our second year was just a month away
even had plans what to give u on that day
but sad to say, u went astray
u mentioned in the poem i alws wanted time out
there, the reason for my continuous doubt!
Just as my love was fallin deeper
all those words made me drown right into the water
how i felt? u'll never understand
all i know is our game of love just gotta end
only pain and outrage was left in the conclusion
all because of your uncontrolled limitation
"i'll swear to change; there's only u in my heart"
should i say this is another piece of ur junk remark?
which of ur words am i supposed to consider
cos to me, ur one big bad liar!
Now u wanna show me ur love and affection
wanna give me big surprises and attention
why must u do this after we're over?
why couldn't u just start a lil earlier?
is regret the only excuse u can give?
tell me something new, instead of causing me more grief!
the origin.4/04/2006 06:38:00 PM
Monday, March 06, 2006
I love you more than words can say
the feeling just gets deeper day by day.
the start of us was rocky with sadness
d new us now is so loving, filled with happiness
If i could make a wish of Love
i'd wish will last til we reach d heavens above
look at me with that heartmelting stare
promise u'll shower me with tender, love & care...
22nd Sept 2005
the origin.3/06/2006 08:19:00 PM
Monday, February 13, 2006
Valentine's here again like every year
this time round i wont write u any long letter
in this short poem i'll roughly summarize,
tryta keep it sweet without too many lies..=)
No doubt ur unromantic and kinda boring
but times with u are alws so enjoying
behave like a clown to keep me entertain
tickles me so roughly,wanting me to go insane
thou our love's not so divine,
but u make me feel like i'm on cloud nine..!
I watched u put on all the kilo
and now ur looking just like a hippo
alws making fun of your extra tyres
still u should that ur my dearest..!!
the origin.2/13/2006 06:51:00 PM
Monday, February 06, 2006
oh God pls get me outta this mess
to u i pray, to u i confess
Too many sins i've already committed
this is a big one, i'm so scared i'd get convicted
at first it was just child's play
eventually it turned to be my greatest dismay
Never once did i think bout the consequences
now i'm helplessly lying with a guilty conscience
Things are really gettin out of control
dont wanna waste my life locked up in a dark hole!!
am i really too late for regret?
pray things turn fine, go to slp and dont fret..
the origin.2/06/2006 09:55:00 PM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
it's time i write something good about you,
but if i do that, only part of it would be true...=)
i've a boyfriend who's kinda gay
has hair texture that looks like hay
he may be a pain and a total irritant
but without him around life's just so unpleasant
telling me jokes which none i find funny
making my day with that foolish smiley
just one wrong word and he'll activate my anger alarm
endless pacifying and i'll b back in his arm
where else can i find another man so understanding
keeps me warm whenever we're sleeping
brings me water in the wee hours of morning
be my punching bag each time i'm fuming
always give in whenever we're quarrelling
never ever touched me though i seem to be abusing
are all these the truth or am i just faking?
i dont know myself, i'm still in d midst of exploring....
the origin.2/05/2006 10:49:00 PM
Wanted u as my short term companion,
accompany me thru this period of boredom
Tot u'd b the one i'd leave him for
but gradually found u kinda like a sore
givin me craps and all those sweet nothings
i'm not d type who'd fall for these hummings
Now i dont need u any longer
cos things between us have just got better
Maybe after a few months later
i'll go astray and find another part timer
the origin.2/05/2006 10:20:00 PM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
been through so much deceiving,
let's get over with it
cos i dont want all that fake loving
dont need that kinda shit..
can't u see we're sinking so much deeper,
or why dont u just open ur fcukin eyes bigger..
think u can get away so easy,
too bad u messed with the wrong baby..
begging me pls as though i give a hack
fcuk u fat jerk, i dont want u back..!
the origin.1/19/2006 11:14:00 PM
Monday, January 16, 2006
Just to meet u i had to tell so many lies,
feeling so insecure, i see so many fierce eyes.
So many thoughts flashing through my head,
should i continue or should i back off instead?
Reached the point where i was lost for solution,
tried so hard but couldn't come up with any conclusion.
So many questions i've yet to answer,
too many lies, i don't know why i even bother.
Didn't know d tattoos could tell so much about u,
even want ur son to be named fuck yew..!
Skin tear, scarification, all these weird modification,
will soon turn out to be ur greatest creation.
Are we gonna end up just like one of my illusion,
somebody pls help me, i'm in a state of confusion....
the origin.1/16/2006 11:34:00 PM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
Met this guy somewhere out there,
before i knew it, sparks were flying everywhere.
24 with attitude was what i like,
one sad thing is he hasnt got a bike..
First time i saw him was a little shocked,
second time was melted by d way he talked..
Kisses so tender; face kinda gorgeous,
wanna progress but gotta be very cautious..
One fine night he told me he'll wait,
oh baby come on, it's obviously too fake..
The only thing i could say was,
just let nature take its course?
Each guy i fling with is always sweeter than d other,
but at d end of d day, i'll still stick to my lover...
the origin.1/15/2006 06:28:00 PM
Friday, January 13, 2006
Pretender - it's one u never fail to be.
Possesive - is this really in me?
Pathetic - why can't u just be decisive.
Patience - it's something i'll never achieve.
Both of us are world's apart,
always claim i'm buried deep down in ur heart.
is it for real or is it still infatuation,
cos it's been so long and i just dont feel d passion.
'i'm a total changed man' u always mention,
but can't u tell what i want is ur attention?
the origin.1/13/2006 10:55:00 PM
Thursday, January 12, 2006
i sensed somthing fishy,
but u were still so wishy washy.
Told me the truth 2 monthes after,
do u know how it feels dear sister?
Everyday lies i hear from u,
what should i say or what should i do?
Why would u continue if u had no intention,
pls don't tell me it was out of obligation.
Acting so well like it was really ur cousin,
never expected YOU to be lying.
So what if liked u, i wouldn't mind,
d problem is u made this plan too fine.
Thought d truth would make me angry,
oh pls dont give me such pity!
If u told me earlier it wud b better,
may seem ok but i'm feelin alot weaker.
Made such perfect lies,
couldn't even tell from ur eyes.
Do u really fancy or were u out to spike me,
telling me how great ur cousin could be.
No matter what u're still my besstie,
grudges aside let's pretend to be happy...
the origin.1/12/2006 05:06:00 PM
